Dawn, I am so, so sorry for your loss. :'( … I remember the lovely page you created for the 2016 Calendar Challenge with her photo. Lovely lady. I know how you feel as it happened to me too… I am kind of slow in creating layouts for the challenges but this helps to keep my mind occupied.
Take your time and when you are ready, post your lovely cards and layouts. They are an inspiration to all of us.
Best wishes to you. <3